Highthrow on smalltown phonelines 

for leaving town behind where

they walked their dogs and had cars

 we had old shoes that lasted only

till the leaving 


we were both new in a place

so damn humid, leaving no less

soaked in sweat and loss

of each other, of shoes


we should have tangled our pairs, us

a lover’s tribute to the other, to  

a small velvet ditch we hated/

loved 


wore them out, worn where you let go

 of my hand when someone saw, worn

sore thumbs to sorority sisters, worn

 when I still couldn’t kiss any one


any way, yet 

to leave and never want to return

 except maybe to look at two pairs

of shoes. 

Against a gray and cloudy sky, two pairs of shoes are tied a few feet apart on a telephone wire. The wires stretch across the length of the photo, creating a grid. Photo by Nermeen Hegazi.

 

Nour sits with their legs crossed. She is wearing black pants, an orange waffle-knit shirt, a purple velvet scrunchie on their wrist, and a gold circle necklace. Their arms are also crossed across their knees. She is wearing red lipstick, and orange makeup on her cheek in the shape of a sun. Her curly black hair is seemingly blowing in the wind, covering one of their eyes. She is smiling against a tan background.

About the Author

Nour Kamel (she/they) writes and edits things in Egypt. Their chapbook ‘Noon is part of the New-Generation African Poets series and their writing can be found in Anomaly, Rusted Radishes, Ikhtyar, 20.35 Africa, Sumou, The Shade Journal and Mizna. They helped create and facilitate writing workshops at the Contemporary Image Collective, leading to the publication of The Taste of Letters / طعم الحروف and Our Bodies Breathe Underwater / أجسادنا تتنفس تحت الماء.